Sunday, November 23, 2014
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Monday, November 10, 2014
I had only fifteen minutes to stare out at the Santa Monica Pier last week during a quick trip following a string of endless weeks of almost continual travel. In the past couple months I've had the privilege of seeing countless inspired thought leaders speak live (including Oprah, Simon Sinek, Elizabeth Gilbert, Malcolm Gladwell and Danielle LaPorte), had my Beirut BFF Derek spend two weeks with me on his inaugural trip to the USA (Texas), moved some cool stuff forward at work, spent a lot of time with my guru sister, and reconnected with four of my Wayfinder friends (thanks to angelic Abby for enticing me to California on a whim).
My brain is an amusement park right now and there are lines at all the rides.
Posted by Ali at 5:48 AM
Thursday, April 3, 2014
April 2, 2014
My banker took me to lunch today at an upscale restaurant in a trendy hotel at an intersection of two massive Dallas freeways. He ordered the blackened tuna something-or-other so I said, "I finished a book this morning about a woman who was kidnapped in Somalia and held for 15-months. On release she said she'd never eat tuna again."[bxA]
"The Somali pirates fed her a lot of tuna?" He asked, prodding his rare tuna steak with a knife.
"Yeah," I told him, "cans of tuna and rotten bananas."
"This is served with garlic and pepper aioli."
"Yeah, I'm pretty sure the Somali pirates served it with garlic and pepper aioli too."
We laughed and then talked for an hour about how best to manage the company's cash surplus while I imagined Amanda Lindhout trapped in a hot dusty room outside Mogadishu, starved and tortured for over a year while her family put together half a million dollars to pay her captors.
Posted by Ali at 8:15 AM
Tuesday, March 11, 2014
March 10, 2014 - Grapevine, TX
Tonight I saw the movie 'Her' about a guy who falls in love with his computer's operating system. I felt the plot improbable until she was able to cleanup his email box by extracting the 64 funny-nostalgic emails and delete the 8,000 others in less than three seconds. I'd fall in love with that too. [bxA]
Everything about the information age reminds me of the Kiss song I listened to about a thousand times as a kid (because my brother was a huge fan, member of the Kiss Army, etc) called 2000 Man. It's got a line that goes:
You know my wife still respects me
even though I really misuse her
I am having an affair
with a random computer.
That's quite a lot of information for a 9-year old at the cusp of 1979 and 1980, one of those ideas that piques the imagination and you spend the next few decades quietly waiting for it to happen.
And then it does.
Posted by Ali at 5:40 AM
Tuesday, March 4, 2014
March 3, 2014 - Grapevine, TX
I just signed up for an 8-week online course on entrepreneurship. One of my favorite Wayfinder friends texted, "cracks me up that you love all the entrepreneur stuff but don't want to be one..." She's right, I don't know why I'm doing it.[bxA]
Kelli, the one who got me my current job and always offers to let me live in one of the guest rooms in her palatial house (my fallback plan), texted me tonight with what she says is my dream job: Organizational Talent Consultant. It's funny, I also profess to loathe HR.
Always the contradictions.
Still, Marie Forleo is a bursting ball of positive energy and I love it when she tells me, "the world needs that special gift that only you you have." I am excited about taking her course.
Meanwhile, my Syrian friend has not popped up on Facebook in too many days, which renders meaningless anything I choose to distract myself in this supercharged, over-privileged American Life.
Even if he's okay, he's not okay. It sucks over there.
But I guess we all just keep doing what we do on our patch of the planet while the Earth keeps turning on its axis.
Posted by Ali at 8:05 AM
Sunday, February 23, 2014
February 22, 2014
One of the three members of RAQs Media Collective, a trio of art curators and polemicists, opened the lecture today mentioning a quote from the movie Gravity, "Houston in the Blind." It means, "Houston, we can't hear you, but if you can hear us..." [bxA]
As the lights dimmed in the auditorium, he said he wouldn't know if the work reached us unless we ask questions at the end. People need to be around other people for art to happen. Exhibitions are waiting for us to show up, just like the Cy Twombly Gallery at the Menil was there today, waiting for the three of them.
Kairn, my academic friend with whom I traveled to Nigeria last summer, invited me because the RAQs trio is here to scope out Houston with focus on the oil industry, somehow or other. At the end of the lecture they mentioned something about hydrocarbons being the memory of life.
In the interest of time (no pun intended) and at risk of sounding like a wanker, here's a quote from an article describing what's going on with the clock in the original exhibit:
Escapement was an attempt to pass comment on a very contemporary form of existential crisis – one familiar to BlackBerry-obsessed, airport-bound, biennial addicts – that would feel more at home in a 1990s anthropology reader than in a commercial art gallery and that bears scant relationship to most people’s lives. Nicolas Bourriaud’s recent ‘Altermodern’ manifesto also explored similar themes, as he set out his vision of cultural hybridization, perpetual travel and a new universalism, each a manifestation of contemporary globalization, to him signalling the end of Postmodernism. Could the clocks in Escapement ironically symbolize Postmodernism’s own 12-step recovery programme? As the clocks strike ‘epiphany’ (if you’ve managed to make it through the heart-racing 12 hours that preceded this), the enlightenment of altermodernity is presumably attained.
Posted by Ali at 6:39 AM
Friday, February 14, 2014
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Monday, February 10, 2014
February 9, 2014
I've been traveling too much for too many weeks while the "next steps" ideas percolate. I'm on the cusp of either becoming more settled, or blowing everything up again. I don't talk about it much because...[bxA] I don't talk much anymore...but I seem to be making things happen despite myself.
The idea was to come back to this country and reconnect. It's been three years and I've done a decidedly disastrous job of blurring into the virtual impressionism of American Life. I miss the ocean and the moon and knowing exactly how much garbage I produce because I have to keep it in a bag with my belongings until we get to shore.
I scoped out an apartment today to see if maybe moving to Houston might make me feel grounded, or otherwise compensate for how much I miss Everywhere Else In The World.
Nikki took me window shopping on 19th Street in the Heights where we saw a sculpture of a little yellow bird in a cage. We agreed we could never do that to a bird.
I then quietly lamented for several long minutes that I may never live by Regents Park again. Gosh how I miss those birds.
That reminds me, a good friend of mine recently killed a chicken to write a story that... well... I guess I shouldn't say until it's published.
It's just that it always goes back to the chickens. I went to a chicken farm in Lagos last summer, btw. Another story that never got written.
Anyway, I was thinking that since I got the piece of cake with the baby, maybe I'm due for an epiphany.
So right now all bets are on that baby.
Posted by Ali at 8:42 AM
Monday, January 20, 2014
January 19, 2014
I was at a little wine & cheese thing with a bunch of women at a house in the suburbs last night. They were all very beautiful, fit, totally together women. They know each other from the gym. Most of them were about a decade older than me, several were recently divorced.[bxA]
We talked about dating. The really tall athletic one, about my age, has extensive experience with online dating and told us how to spot the weirdos. If a guy posts only one photo, no way. He's not attractive. One photo from a distance, even worse. If they're willing to travel in from another city, think twice. Personalities, she said, come across in the email exchanges before the date. Trust your intuition. If something seems weird in the email, it'll be weirder in person. If he comes across as a good person in email, it'll probably pan out. Never go to dinner, just get coffee you don't want to be trapped. A lot of guys talk incessantly about their divorce.
The whole thing sounds excruciating.
I moved to the sofa and compared notes with two women who work remotely. "We're virtual. We communicate by Webex." I wanted to know what their Webex meetings are like, do they use the video features. We don't. We show the screen of the person hosting the meeting, but not the face.
Do you like it? I asked, about not going into an office. "It's a blessing and curse," she said. Working alone, in house clothes, with flexibility to do whatever you want whenever you want, but.... "I need people." So do I!
I told them I'm struggling with the work-from-home thing. Should I work in the office? Should I make my team? I keep meaning to google Marissa Mayer, the CEO of Yahoo! who made all the remote workers return to working in the office. "I believe in the synergies that occur when people are in the same room together," I felt their presence as I said it, "This conversation would be different if the three of us were Skyping. I like being her in the room with you."
But then we started talking about what it would be like to have a real job again. Showering early in the morning, putting on real clothes and then there's the commute. Traffic. Every day.
I can't even imagine.
Posted by Ali at 7:52 AM
Thursday, January 16, 2014
Today I took my houseguest to the JFK Memorial in downtown Dallas. We paged through a book in the museum gift shop, slowly reliving the national tragedy of the assassination. Afterward, [bxA] we hit a Mexican restaurant that's been featured on Diners Drive-ins and Dives. We've had a great few days together, connecting over our shared loss of connection.
Tonight I came home late to learn on Facebook that a good friend's brother was killed by extremists in Syria. For many months my friend's been posting photos of all his slain friends. Helplessly, today I "liked" his posts and changed my profile pic so as to remove my smiling face, marveling all the while at how well Facebook keeps us connected to our disconnectedness.
Posted by Ali at 8:24 AM
Wednesday, January 15, 2014
January 14, 2014
One of my Wayfinder friends is visiting from NJ so we went to the Stockyards in Ft. Worth to feel like Texas and search for the perfect pair of cowboy boots. Tonight after eating scrambled eggs with leftover Mexican food, we brainstormed names for her yoga class and reminisced about the retreat where we met for the first time last March.
Just before midnight I filled out a form and wrote a check intended to change my trajectory.
One of these days these boots...
Posted by Ali at 8:51 AM
Friday, January 10, 2014
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Thursday, January 9, 2014
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